tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80249971460620571302023-11-16T06:51:11.804-08:00Quotes,the healing room..kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-59462571239463770282012-01-10T13:39:00.000-08:002012-01-10T13:55:16.656-08:00blogs? anyone...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">wrtting..blogs..i just loved it..better than any drug or medication..i will write a s often as i can from now on, and yes I have more time to think what to write.makes me feel alive and existing in some other way.<br />
and yes im on twitter too..not a regular visitor on tweets but..from time to time im checking ..who's checking who..<br />
people might wonder..im seeking attention ..that's why im writting blogs..no..no..no...<br />
this is my way of expressing what i feel at the moment.that's why we call it blogging.<br />
long time ago we had diaries,notebooks to fill up..or just a normal pen and paper to write what we feel.<br />
like a theraphy..no need to go to expensive therapist..and receive prescriptions saying "take this tablet once a week ( like for example Prozac) yes it helped a little ..but that didn't help your purse to relax...<br />
its so F__ng expensive prescribed medicine!.. and yes you need to go to a therapist , you will be charged...<br />
so I decided to do some self-medication...thru blogs and everything that can help to keep our sanity safe.<br />
yes I admit im feeling so down lately..I've made a decision, in a snap.<br />
not really thinking what happens next? or will I hurt some people I know. in the end I made that stupid mistake..<br />
I've lost a couple of friendship before..never could I imagine this made a huge impact in my life.<br />
I don't know what I'm thinking that time ..but i got the urge to show just what i feel..-is that wrong?<br />
I believe even a tiny little thing wants to be loved..and we are all free to show it.<br />
I've been so careless. I can't deny the fact Im always careless for my actions. like,the words coming out from my mouth, I "ve been so un-kind lately....and yes.. i can be so damn sweet.I will show it in a real way..not pretending just to be LIKED..or win your heart..If I don't feel like doing it..I don't go for it...<br />
Forgive me for my recent actions...but I do know I've been trying to prove myself that I can be useful too.<br />
....been bashed ,lashed before you know it..and I fall so many times..lately..I just received a nasty comment, " <br />
my blogs are written by a person seeking ,desperately looking for attention...hell no....<br />
this is my way of expressing,and I keep on insisting this is like theraphy.<br />
a situation. like,<br />
one nyt I was standing looking for that sparkling star..or I don't know maybe that tiny little planet Venus visible from our atmosphere, I made it a habit, when you feel bad..just look for your favorite star...and let your tears flow ..You will feel better.<br />
blogs can do real theraphy..you go online,you dig your emotions..and voila! there are words written according to its event.I dont want my body and my mind collide without shouting,that made me crazy.that's why i rely on writting,I don't care if its written in a different form,but I want to show it.<br />
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and my friends, as I want everyone to think Im just a crazy,looking-damn-sweet,gaga....I have been thru difficult situations which is hurtful, and I'm full of good intentions.<br />
If I offended that much..pls forgive me..coz I'm trying feel human too..but being so careless..yes i totally admit.<br />
maybe I was to confident,and in a positive way of thinking it will be ok.<br />
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goodnyt my friends,<br />
prettykiray.<br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>you can't shout, soon enough you don"t notice..tears are rolling down your cheeks and kept asking why does it hurt ? and where this word HURT came from?</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>sometimes i try to believe and now im convinced..its better to be beaten physically than slashed by one single bang right in front of your face.ouch ! and ouch!</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>your heart beating so fast,tears racing down your cheeks plus over-fatigue..and emotionally drained...aargghhh you can"t breath ( of course just because you"re crying hysterically)</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>I kept asking myself..what did I do? </b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>is it the timing or just being so careless..about everything..</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>I felt like a candle melting ..like a stone crashed into pieces..or a piece of wood cut into wedges..and being thrown out and burned. the word Thrown out-that hurt..</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>yet I managed to keep it all together ..try to think and do the right thing..</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>set it aside ..keep it cool..and it will be alright...</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>soon you'll noticed it will fade away..and be gone...</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>after its faded..you can tell to yourself..that I had actually made it..moved on..that i can deal with all the chaos..</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>yes...im back ..now you can see regular posts from me...</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>anything needed to scream at..this is the only place I can rely on..after all I had written so many..</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>and yes i can go on. work,and live ...just don"t forget to breathe...</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>just mind your own monkey-business..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>and with messing my life already--i get it--your pretty life with full roses is perfect..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>like I care..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>i don't get your intention of getting your advises..coz your life also is full of<b> ass_ F__g s__t</b> --there..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>and mind you...</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>your personal problems are not mine..so mine is not yours either--so could you just <b> SHUT UP!!! </b>AND DO YOUR thing..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>why is it difficult to mind your own <b>pig-business.</b>.right now -you just gave me the ultimate nerve-wrecking --hello...im not messing with you</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>im not giving you shit..or im not minding your own personal life..so try to grab some control..and be a person that every other person should treat you good as well..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>you piece of a waste..SA MADALING SALITA- PAKILAMERA~RO... THERE..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>i hope you got this right..</i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>stop judging me.and enjoy life...( i dont want to end up depressed like you..like a piece of nerd-fuckin loser.</b></i></span></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-58149143661252168232011-08-06T06:06:00.000-07:002011-08-06T06:06:56.672-07:00if life is for rent..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>sometimes i believe in that part of the song -i dont know if you remember Dido,the one who sing this song Life for rent..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>if life really is for rent ? can we afford to rent ..anyting from starting from happiness.. we have wide ipinions about happiness..(sigh) who doesn't want a dose of being happy?</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>is it really hard to achieve--kakaluurrkkkyyy</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>i've been chasing this word for life!</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>i needed a room to keep and save some of it..and i needed to keep it for good..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>i don;t want to loose it.</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>I will pay the price just to get it.</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>coz that's what matters most.</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>i wouldn't even trade it for something fancy..fancy is a funny thing..its fooling you . its a traitor..and its dark..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>i knw..the rent is too high--to hell with it--but im getting it right now..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>im gonna pay my rent--for my happiness..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>with what i had been through...i think i've had enough..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>i have to grab this chance--otherwise i might take the wrong turn..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>got tired of loosing my mind ..mostly hehe.</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>what can i say??? i dont complain that much..</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><b>but i think i do have the right to be happy..</b></i></span></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-2718315022654403262011-08-04T16:28:00.000-07:002011-08-04T16:28:28.324-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;"><b><i>im on my way to sleep -drunk as usual --a little shots of vodka makes me sleep--just try to forget the things-in reality..now i will sleep in a world of fantasy..where no one could reach...</i></b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;"><b><i>its a fantasy beyond ultimate imagination..now im so tipsy and my eyes are heavy..the bosy became numb as i wished.--i can say it has to stay like that-in order not to be hurt...</i></b></span></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-63131115919897911582011-08-02T11:49:00.000-07:002011-08-02T11:49:33.933-07:00me..sitting alone thinking..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>wow ...</i></b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>this is my last day,last night in the Philippines..</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>i tried to go back from day 1..but nah ..i can't stop the time.</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>my flight is tomorrow .im freaking out again..we all know its reaching 35,000 feet ( whooo) im scared of heights..</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>I don't have a choice ,just i try to brace it,deal with the flying blah..blah..</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>It amazes me travelling by air..you could go to another country at same day via air trave;-that's the only idea i love..fast..unlike the times when we only travel by trains,buses and ships..you have to count the days ,or even a month..</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>im a little anxious about leaving ..mixed emotions pouring in my whole body..</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>maybe feeling the stress of leaving your love ones behind(again) </i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>plus a special person also is left behind,,</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>i found it difficult to cope with sadness..the last time i remember-when i went for vacation, and when going back to normal routines..i totally broke down to tears. open to the other passengers seated nearby. I don't care at all..</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>i just care of letting my emotions go..otherwise if i keep those bad feelings inside..I feel sick.so i had to let it out.cry it out..anyway what's wrong with crying?</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>plus the AIRPORT- i dont like the "rush" in this area. and the fact that its a melting pot already- mixed race that you can't even trust-except those you knew for long time... haaiissttt its stressful. the cue. the food cue, the visa cue,the toilet cue-- lahat PILA!!!!!</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>ai nakakaloka...gotta go..now i have to rest my eyes..</i></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b><i>my next blog will be the first weeks back in the Middle East-- :) see you folks!</i></b></span></div><div><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>show all my angst! here in this room- my freedom to show it coz its my room.At least this is safe for me.</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>somewhere maybe in a crooked path..or maybe a straight one.I want to go in a road so smooth and easy.</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>our hearts are the most delicate part of the body but it serves as the number one killer as well.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>if you're broken hearted, you could easily decide to be drunk and think of any bad ideas that come in your head..like ending it all for good..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>I still have that sanity NOT TO..coz its the idea of being a LOSER.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>instead I see it as a challenge -a challenge to show it in a unique way.my way..my style.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>damn it will be good-or bad- I don't know what's next ..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>if I took the wrong turn, I have this reaction at first to be freakin pissed..then goes the darkness side of me..</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>I won't talk to anyone..and Im developing the behaviour of being numb,insensitive,and plain bitch to anybody i could "TRIP" just what they call it .TRIPPING</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>my trip-well im sorry for those people im tripping with. they are the victims-i know they didn't do anything to me-but its part of my cruelty to be honest..I can bully anybody i want to in my own way.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>after that..back to normal..Im beggining to be the person i developed- sweet,loving and caring to my friends who deserved.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>im not regreting any of my behaviours lately-coz its part of being ME.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>I can scream,I can scrape a new car in a parking lot with my keys, i can just blow someone's mind but will i ever get the result good? NO-it will make the situation worst.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>some of it ,i did already- i ended up disappointed.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>oh gosh ..this is really crazy- sometimes i feel like MY ROAD is getting rough..I wish i could clean or press the roughness of this road just like we're buying shampoo..that easy</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><b>sana..sana..madaling mabili ang kasiyahan...haayy me mga bwisit lng talaga sa buhay natin-at kanya-kanya taung pananaw dun.. pero mga bwisit pa rin sila! uber paking siyet</b></span></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-41595980965553524332011-07-31T08:31:00.000-07:002011-07-31T08:31:13.099-07:00- at the end of my day..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">will i find a joy there? ever?</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">pag ka ganito ang araw ko kung gaano kasama na minsan na nga lng ako ngumiti na yung totoo ha..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">palatawa ako pero hell yeah!! di alam ng mga kaibigan kong masayahin ako sa tingin nila pero di nila alam nag pupumiglas ang puso ko kung lalabanan ko lahat-lahat ng mga taong nam bu bwisit sa akin..tulad ngayon</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">isa na rito ang mga "USERS" </span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">well users -they are everywhere kaya ka nilang bolahin hanggat sa maibigay mo yung gusto nila then sa panahong kailangan mo sila--aba bigla sila naglalaho na para bang mga kabute sa paligid. lilitaw lng sila pag mabango ka or whatever you can label yourself as a good samaritan..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">ewan supeer dufeer siyyeettt naman ..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">kelan kaya mauubos sa lupa ang mga "manggagamit" I mean bihira mo naman sila makasama--lalo na maka halubilo..paksiyet- napaka obvious nila.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">unbelievable!! </span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">matulungin akong tao..at kung tulungan ko man sila walang kapalit..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">yan ang pwede kong ipag malaki sa side ko,If i helped a person in need-wala akong hihinging kapalit..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">ang masama pa noon tinulungan mo na nga -aba abusado pa..kulang na lng hubaran ka..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">at pag di mo napag bigyan-ikaw na ang masama-di ba super paksiyet!!**&&^%$#</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">the best ..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">ewan nag ka patong -patong na naman ang mga bagay-bagay na kina-iiritahan ko..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">puro problema minsan ang hinaharap ko..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I tried to play it cool..i never say a word -at home..i just shut my mouth and try to watch something to amuse me to entertain me--forget those things that made me depressed for a little while..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">but its always there..I know im not alone in this.we all have it in different situation..but damn! its pissin me off till im obviously irritated-all of it- starting from my face reaction,behaviour,me being rude eventually..and i regret those reactions after..and I hated myself after that.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">minsan kasi kailangan mong mapag-isa..kaso minsan talagang me nananadya eh ggrrrr</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">di lalo na nag init ulo ko..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">after a while im ok..i can smile a bit..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">i hope i have that power to overcome anger to the extent that im hurting another person verbally or just simply giving an attitude..i wish i could have that power.I try to be strong..i try to help to my best level..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">yun lng ..i hope i let it out ...</span></b></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-15736551841528555792011-07-27T20:49:00.000-07:002011-07-27T20:49:06.574-07:00DEdma as usual<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM4OCTTt8_Wib5R-VMUcM4K-f0LvSkSlLUKSKwqQ394xEMOytvi0qUeTuXV97N-YkCmYe0Ui0pP5ruPHNVixyLm7417mg9jMlmzsftIW2ISASMC7ijvtZIAT7uPzNPFRQUQWNx7ttWnT0V/s1600/%255Banimepaper.net%255Dwallpaper-standard-anime-bleach-emo-rukia-45517-yuumeichan-preview-e61c5358.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="239" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM4OCTTt8_Wib5R-VMUcM4K-f0LvSkSlLUKSKwqQ394xEMOytvi0qUeTuXV97N-YkCmYe0Ui0pP5ruPHNVixyLm7417mg9jMlmzsftIW2ISASMC7ijvtZIAT7uPzNPFRQUQWNx7ttWnT0V/s320/%255Banimepaper.net%255Dwallpaper-standard-anime-bleach-emo-rukia-45517-yuumeichan-preview-e61c5358.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">ilang beses kitang bina buzz..dedma.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">sadya wla kang pakiramdam?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">kahit man lng isang hi wala..how would I know if you're upset with me,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">or just busy.or pretendting to be busy..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">di na kita maintindihan,..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">sa harap ng mga kaibigan mo..halos di mo na ako kausapin-kasi as usual sila lng nakikita mo..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">I've been invisible in front of you since when? since we were aquainted.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">don't worry i got used to it..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">there are times you are incredibly sweet-I don't understand..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">wag mo naman ako gawing pamasak butas..ayoko isipin pero yun ang na fe feel ko.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">why you're doing this to me?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">paksyet naman o.Im ok with being invisible sometimes.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">but try to see my efforts..kasi malapit na kitang iwanan..I can just give up and forget everything about you-alam mo ba yan?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">paksyet namang buhay to oo..im a champion of being Invisible-yay!</span></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-91164902143963870792011-07-27T13:02:00.000-07:002011-07-27T13:07:53.503-07:00you were in here but i have to bury the dream<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsei11IZ0BLUkEmjnHUxukLn45dps35UszUo4Me29v-RRRESNGg9GEtcg8yAGnyZFGrJHOscmU4ObZKxbBO1dg2FwAKPN9VNtt6SK84L5WYLf4PxFmSIMuO2hvmOcrxTGorxDCpZZF26GK/s1600/emo_girl_cupid_really_diss_anti_love_poster-p228238452156054439856b5_210.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsei11IZ0BLUkEmjnHUxukLn45dps35UszUo4Me29v-RRRESNGg9GEtcg8yAGnyZFGrJHOscmU4ObZKxbBO1dg2FwAKPN9VNtt6SK84L5WYLf4PxFmSIMuO2hvmOcrxTGorxDCpZZF26GK/s1600/emo_girl_cupid_really_diss_anti_love_poster-p228238452156054439856b5_210.jpg" /></a></div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">nampucha! as in -wanna know the latest? i dont wish to know either.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">napamura ako sa hinagpis at sakit ng kalooban ko huhuhu ..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">I saw them together.-gumuho na mundo ko..gumuho pati taba ko-well konti lng,</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">i can't think of anything right now..eerrr alam ko naman we all have right to choose waahhh bat ganun..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">I can say i regret some events recently na sana di na lng kami nag kakilala.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">sana alam mo to ha..i just wish right now i never got the chance of knowing you ..and so on and so on..and so on..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">What the F? noon as in di kita nakikita..lahat pati mga kasama mo..sabi kasi nila..bat ka ganyan? bat ka ganito? </span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">e di sinagot ko mga hinagpis nyo. ano napala ko ngayon? haayy di naman ako nag sisisi..kasoo!!!</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">Im just broken,di lng broken-shattered pa.and melted na rin haaiisstt</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">stupid love talaga ewan GGrrr galit lng ako right now its infuriating meehh</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">tormented 4 am just I wish..i wish i will turn into a stone..manhid- </span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">pwede ba maging bato na lng? </span></b><br />
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i have a twin-sister,we're identical,she's just ahead of me after they pulled her out,Im still inside my mother's womb-the doctors are beggining to stitch my mother's open wound!-hello im still inside..<br />
in short one of them realized im still stucked inside-so they open the stitch again and pulled me out..<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCJzlVtgth7R9dp8Q5ShPge4crkuU9_wq8Sn8qKYUp2VNU5WGUy6TgsphDyLGwCpLLQiT1mIZjm_GiXudxXRdK1kG_GXstlC52gElUmTMtHm85zKou2LnOhwO8YOgcc9upwqWiwvxjJfr2/s1600/10-jedward-415.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCJzlVtgth7R9dp8Q5ShPge4crkuU9_wq8Sn8qKYUp2VNU5WGUy6TgsphDyLGwCpLLQiT1mIZjm_GiXudxXRdK1kG_GXstlC52gElUmTMtHm85zKou2LnOhwO8YOgcc9upwqWiwvxjJfr2/s1600/10-jedward-415.jpg" /></a></div>having a twin is great,but there are disavantages too- we're both identical girl twins..<br />
we kept on borrowing each other's clothes,things and other stuff like shoes!!<br />
the good advantage- she is your permanent BFF . you go to movies together,eat together,fight with same enemy,laugh same time,cry same time,<br />
but still we are not perfectly same.finger-prints,attitude,style,etc etc...<br />
im grateful i have an identical twin to laugh and cry with.and oh..to fight with sometimes... eerrr :)</div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-52828243349561685522011-07-27T10:03:00.000-07:002011-07-27T10:12:57.828-07:00United Arab Emirates<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg51Sj38vZIp4G3MjEPv-45xHEkimWDTgZOrEKhRpTaNiFK_l-aHbFWwo6Bccri3cQhhgiuHjCby-2NBXJFfgwSG7En_8nPxrUrTq3cDcsEg-1CPkg_uTSHR4TQMNoyxmUvdF9X_dkMT1V0/s1600/muslim.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg51Sj38vZIp4G3MjEPv-45xHEkimWDTgZOrEKhRpTaNiFK_l-aHbFWwo6Bccri3cQhhgiuHjCby-2NBXJFfgwSG7En_8nPxrUrTq3cDcsEg-1CPkg_uTSHR4TQMNoyxmUvdF9X_dkMT1V0/s320/muslim.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>Respect their culture,know your rights but limit your views especially political-<br />
UAE is an open country,Locals are simply nice,rarely like we used to think that Arabs are "cruel etc..etc" -well we consider invididual differences.<br />
Shopping malls,beaches,parks,are great..and very clean,surrounded by caring policemen-which you can really rely on.just don't be "pasaway" eherrmmm<br />
what i love living in the UAE- food! arabic food is sooo yummy<br />
and others..you can discover it according to your own thoughts of being HERE..</div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-43451676581593198402011-07-27T09:15:00.000-07:002011-07-27T12:40:31.460-07:00what would you do if you're upset?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">feel the solitude of being alone.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">whenever i feel bad about something ..until i realized im just upset-from workplace or from some annoying bitch who always lashed me till im pissed.I dont give them chance to put me down but they annoyed me already in some ways.well i deal with it alone..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span">alone means-dont disturb me at all.im gonna put my headsets on,click my mouse for some acoustic songs i </span><span class="Apple-style-span">can enjoy,</span></span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">there are time i can't deal with my sad moment-I go out -if its in the middle of the night,</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">like one time i remember crying over a tiny star I can't even see very clearly coz tears are falling down my cheeks.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I don't remember the situation what made me upset that day-i remember clearly-I was looking at that tiny little star with tears in my eyes.wishing ..and thoughts running around my head..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">that exactly happened in Deira Dubai, United Arab Emirates-all mixed bad emotions plus hormonal -( pms ) </span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I wasn't able to cope my bad day..coz everything just popped after one another.as in tangna! lahat ng mura nasabi ko na -siyett,pati piglet namura ko na-pak!!!( tagalog ng fuck)</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">what i did ..i let my self loose.just cry ..and soon it will be over- and its true.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">my eyes are swollen ,yes,but im feeling a lot better after crying.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">i felt better.not to mention I once kicked an expensive tire out of anger.Tires can be your emotional outlet-they are flexible..your foot will bounce actually..</span></b></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-86247988790217946242011-07-27T07:57:00.000-07:002011-07-27T08:14:00.082-07:00rAin<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVweGOYnf9XxNZ_REFYYiRGa__WYHst5XqGQeHlKAleNriHnLAaL_NefdIka5KiR1FtN1zXYpgZGssgBrYytqDd76F3BpRX-qGtubvc_BfNcFiOonBswgxjBE7DaJP8LS8yxb0nrdM6G_0/s1600/27979-rain_falling.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"><img border="0" height="285" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVweGOYnf9XxNZ_REFYYiRGa__WYHst5XqGQeHlKAleNriHnLAaL_NefdIka5KiR1FtN1zXYpgZGssgBrYytqDd76F3BpRX-qGtubvc_BfNcFiOonBswgxjBE7DaJP8LS8yxb0nrdM6G_0/s320/27979-rain_falling.jpg" width="320" /></span></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i style="background-color: white;"><b>don't you love the rain? falling,the sound of it,the smell of it? Im fascinated by the whole scenario..I dunno maybe im just carried away by the way it reminds me-kinda romantic..or it relaxes me..just sitting in one corner of a room sipping hot chocolate while reading a nice book. ( forget the idea of the power turning off)</b></i></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><b>but come to think of it- the whole scenario just made me feel good plus! no expenses to add - you can't go the mall and spend money for shopping..hehehe. I love rainy season.well being wet? -don't go outside unless you decide to have a shower in public-outside the streets and catch cold after a few hours..that's a different story.love the rain and think of it like a blessing from the sky-it waters the plants too!</b></span></span><span style="background-color: #741b47; color: #cc0000;"></span><span style="background-color: #741b47; color: #cc0000;"></span></i></span></span></div></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-6334584504499222862011-07-27T07:31:00.001-07:002011-07-27T09:31:23.148-07:00enter my dreams..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">my thoughts are racing around my head</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and you're one of them.</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I don't want to be alone..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">sometimes i just wish i could grab you just to be with me</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and i can say I will be fine..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">aarrgghhh this is crazy!! </span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">what the..??</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i just want to scream out your name --but i can't ..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">they know you.-well some of them..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">you dont even have a clue,If you noticed that..i can say you are great!</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">my sweet one.. hope you understand</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i had this crazy idea -i asked your friend to relay the message..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">its a failure..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i hope someday you will realize..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">im not just crazy about you..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i do care..and i needed to show it..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">well im doing it right now..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">you're just to numb.and insensitive??</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">no..its me- being stupid.. and scared </span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">to tell ....</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">ok enough with these words..</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">just enter my wild night-in my dreams</span></b></i></div></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-68918930696501934152011-07-26T11:42:00.000-07:002011-07-27T08:14:28.949-07:00for u- thanks for leaving me behind-i found someone else to love..a song from Sinead O' Connor<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=8024997146062057130&postID=6891893069650193415&from=pencil"></a><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>my temper goes crazy.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>and my peers tend to loose their patience.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b> </b></span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>i needed to do this ..only we deal with our experiences differently, in ways which are right for us as individuals..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>as a blogger-this is my only way to burst my angst..my sentiments and my never ending wishes to be happy ..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>never occurred in my mind to give it up-there are so many ways to extend our anger.- put it in words..shout !</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I came to a point where the lowest self-esteem came in me..adding to that people around you enjoyed seing you lashed..and bashed around..the lashing is ok with me..but i can never allow somebody to smashed my spirits and my heart- few people did..and mind you--they will crash your heart into pieces..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>only my way of keeping my sanity intact, to believe that we all live in a circular path..sometimes we are in the bottom ..and one day we will be on top..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>one day it will</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>ewan ko ba..bat kaya ? people are so judgemental.they will put labels and tag you even! wicked and so pathetic..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>i can't deal with other people's judgement always..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>they can't focus on their own life? why they tend to focus on other people's lives?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>just a thought--I THINK ITS PATHETIC</b></span></span></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-6187845421773615912011-07-26T00:46:00.000-07:002011-07-27T09:33:50.541-07:00ughh U make me nervous..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>I can't say im shaking.</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>rather i'd be speechless-i can't say anything! just a normal conversation WTH?</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>what makes you do that to me? oh yeah You got me there staring at you like an idiot.like a hypnotized person following you around</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>after-all i realize you're just my huge crush for now..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>the whole personality blew me away.</i></span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>plus the killer smile..sigh..and another sigh</i></span></b></span></div></blockquote><blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>this is not good i know Im saying this to my blogs rather say it you directly..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>this is not normal to me at all..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>I just wish you'd be a little considerate about how i feel..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>everytime you showed up,you making me nervous..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>what the hell?</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>i kept asking myself ..why U??</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfhay6uM_EMNHMDtOIMRZIFK3eVYjMC4YP6glncvJvoM4wnM0hIR4dezS3EVd1LF3Vp8QAE_s6TwyN1VKk9QXxd43XoiD-IZdqHncqsbFDJob-lJOgnGOZmgCrRfa3qh_2Fb31_9CtchDq/s1600/Sad%252BAnime%252BFace%252B1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><img border="0" height="224" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfhay6uM_EMNHMDtOIMRZIFK3eVYjMC4YP6glncvJvoM4wnM0hIR4dezS3EVd1LF3Vp8QAE_s6TwyN1VKk9QXxd43XoiD-IZdqHncqsbFDJob-lJOgnGOZmgCrRfa3qh_2Fb31_9CtchDq/s320/Sad%252BAnime%252BFace%252B1.jpg" width="320" /></span></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>over and over..what i discovered from you that i kept digging your whole life instead.</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>its like begging for your attention yet you don't even know..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>STUPID right?</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>i even asked your closest friend for advise..even my own </b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>i got answer and im not happy to hear those words--like try to switch your mind to someone else..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>naahhhh..i found myself looking for answers..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>its hard ..trying to dictate your mind..or your heart!</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>I'd rather be a stubborn trying to know you more,</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>i'd rather be like an idiot following you around,</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><b>than pretending to like somebody like this much.</b></i></span></div></blockquote><br />
<blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"></div></blockquote></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-35461608582963884282011-07-25T11:03:00.000-07:002011-07-27T12:38:14.816-07:00because of YOU..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>my heart pumping in chaos</b></i></span><br />
<div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>whenever i heard you coming..</b></i><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; text-decoration: line-through;"></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>then you threw a quick glance.</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>i secretly felt pleasure</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>at the back of my mind ,God how i wish i could say it.</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>right now..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><b>a little complicated i suppose..</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>sometimes i tried to take a risk</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>: to hell with it" </i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>im going to talk to you and try to win you over that person you don't even know by culture..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>who knows? maybe in a twist it will make you realize how much attention I've given just to make you feel special..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>how would you know ..i never got the chance to show it..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>instead its all coming in a message -like a metaphor..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>comes with dual meaning..that made you wonder ..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>why I behave that way?</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>I hope you knew i was just showing my care..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>sometimes i just thought ...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>i wish I never got the chance of knowing a wonderful person like you</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>coz its difficult to turn down a person so bad when actually its the best i've known..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>it was you .who made me realize ..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>that not all people are the same ass__t..or even annoying..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>you became an eye-opener for me..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>i let my self free</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>because of YOU...</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>I can smile -a real smile..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>i hope someday you will realize how i wrote this..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>out of desperation..well in fact all of those written out in misery turned out good enough than pretending..</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i>siyet..sana alam mo kung sino ka..kasi akoy natutunaw na parang kandila..eheemm</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></span></div></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-39146975856108493982011-07-25T04:00:00.000-07:002011-07-27T08:12:28.414-07:00perhaps..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">i've been thinking a lot lately..<br />
some things are not really worth it..<br />
others just bothers me till i can't sleep..<br />
the stillness of those nights reminds me.<br />
regreting the things i've been denying myself..or maybe its just good to shout how i felt..<br />
good there are few people who you can trust and tell what you really feel..<br />
a person i can rely on..<br />
its worth it i think..<br />
there are days i wish i could vanish in a crowd by a snap.<br />
or even disappear from my own thinking..<br />
wish i could do that..<br />
if only i could..<br />
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</div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8024997146062057130.post-89268942273956916652011-07-25T03:22:00.000-07:002011-07-27T08:28:10.230-07:00mY thoughts,my blogs<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="line-height: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><i><b></b></i></span><br />
<div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>this is my first time to write ..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>im considering as a daily blog..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>to shout what im feeling at the moment..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>i don't care how its written..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>in metaphor or direct way. what's important for me :</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>is to express what i feel:</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>...can I ask you?</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>to leave me alone..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>I can't focus,</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>I can't breathe..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>So pls stop swimming inside my head..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>It hurts me more.</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>my brain stops as my heart started to pump</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>Im feeling kind of foolish..grabbing your name out </b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>so I could start fosusing on my head ,and not my heart.</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>Isn't it lovely,just thinking of your name,</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>makes me smile for a bit,It helps though.</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>yet It gave me a disturbing moment...</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>Can I just have a reason to hate you?</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>So I could stop insisting myself to you..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>Can I just ask God to take wipe out all the memories that we had..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>So I am hurt No more..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>If Only I could ..I would possibly erase you completely..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>Only what's left is your name-without an emotion that tormented my soul..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>--- this is just an expression ..</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b> thanks for reading..if you liked the words written above...</b></i></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><i><b>thanks a lot.If you can relate to that, allow me to join you in my journey..thanks!!</b></i></div></div></div>kitkathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17757162825764869557noreply@blogger.com0