mY thoughts,my blogs

this is my first time to write ..

im considering as a daily blog..

to shout what im feeling at the moment..

i don't care how its written..

in metaphor or direct way. what's important for me :

is to express what i feel:

...can I ask you?

to leave me alone..

I can't focus,

I can't breathe..

So pls stop swimming inside my head..

It hurts me more.

my brain stops as my heart started to pump

Im feeling kind of foolish..grabbing your name out 

so I could start fosusing on my head ,and not my heart.

Isn't it lovely,just thinking of your name,

makes me smile for a bit,It helps though.

yet It gave me a disturbing moment...

Can I just have a reason to hate you?

So I could stop insisting myself to you..

Can I just ask God to take wipe out all the memories that we had..

So I am hurt No more..

If Only I could ..I would possibly erase you completely..

Only what's left is your name-without an emotion that tormented my soul..

--- this is just an expression ..

 thanks for reading..if you liked the words written above...

thanks a lot.If you can relate to that, allow me to join you in my journey..thanks!!