perhaps..

i've been thinking a lot lately..
some things are not really worth it..
others just bothers me till i can't sleep..
the stillness of those nights reminds me.
regreting the things i've been denying myself..or maybe its just good to shout how i felt..
good there are few people who you can trust and tell what you really feel..
a person i can rely on..
its worth it i think..
there are days i wish i could vanish in a crowd by a snap.
or even disappear from my own thinking..
wish i could do that..
if only i could..